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Hand over my mouth, your face didn’t like what I said. 
Sorry,just kidding, I’ll punish myself instead. 
I went way too far, I didn’t put on my filter. 
I’m just being me, tear me down like a twister. 
Destroy my shelter, I don’t like the real me.
I'll apologize , quickly, energetically.
You call me awful, give my heart a great tug.
Forget you, I’m done, I’ll give myself a big hug. 

-Belle Rose 

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