Take this to Heart... 9/21/2010

Take this to Heart

I promise not to take anything that someone says to heart,

because then there won't be disappointment later.

After I let words plant deep inside my heart,

it will hurt more when they are taken away.

The thought,

the feeling,

the comfort.

All Taken Away.

Once I take words to heart,

the person who created those words can rip them out,

and shatter a portion of my heart that sheltered these words.

My Heart won't heal for weeks, months, years, the rest of my life...

Then I am left with an incomplete heart.

An incomplete heart is painful,

no matter how long I will own it.

An Incomplete heart will only become more incomplete,

if I cannot heal the first hit.

It will get hit again,

and again,

until there is nothing left.

Until my Heart isn't able to hold words at all.

Whether the words are

Real,

or Fake.

-Belle Rose

Comments

Ink

I'm only writing because I have an urge. And all of these feelings, I will have to submerge. From the guilt after, telling someone my pain. The embarrassment, of my my borderline brain. The insecure lies, my anxiety finds. The weak side of me, reattached to their minds. When I'm all alone, those caring voices sink Today I'll save me, It's better done in ink. -Belle Rose

2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

Hug

Hand over my mouth, your face didn’t like what I said. Sorry,just kidding, I’ll punish myself instead. I went way too far, I didn’t put on my filter. I’m just being me, tear me down like a twister. Destroy my shelter, I don’t like the real me. I'll apologize , quickly, energetically. You call me awful, give my heart a great tug. Forget you, I’m done, I’ll give myself a big hug. -Belle Rose

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