Inconvenient

I never missed this feeling.

I thought I scared it away.

I was finally okay.

Happy.

Confident.

Beautiful.

But it found me.

At the most inconvenient time.

When he is not here.

When I can't talk to him everyday.

When I can't write him a simple note.

I know he'll listen,

I know he'll care,

but it feels like day one.

I'm afraid to tell him...again.

How the hell am I supposed to defeat this without him?

-Belle Rose

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Ink

I'm only writing because I have an urge. And all of these feelings, I will have to submerge. From the guilt after, telling someone my pain. The embarrassment, of my my borderline brain. The insecure lies, my anxiety finds. The weak side of me, reattached to their minds. When I'm all alone, those caring voices sink Today I'll save me, It's better done in ink. -Belle Rose

2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

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Hand over my mouth, your face didn’t like what I said. Sorry,just kidding, I’ll punish myself instead. I went way too far, I didn’t put on my filter. I’m just being me, tear me down like a twister. Destroy my shelter, I don’t like the real me. I'll apologize , quickly, energetically. You call me awful, give my heart a great tug. Forget you, I’m done, I’ll give myself a big hug. -Belle Rose

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