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Thank You (2008) Edited (2012)


Thank You

Thank you for making me think I was a waste of space.
Thank you for creating the monsters I had to face.
Thank you for making me frown, and unbearable pain.
Thank you for making these scars and these clouds full of rain.
Thank you for drowning my confidence, my hope, my heart.
Thank you for telling that lie, "we will not fall apart."
Thank you for disregarding my endless list of doubts.
Thank you for not listening to my poetic shouts.

Thank you for chaining me to depression and fears.
Thank you for never wiping away my warm tears.

Thank you for the real friends, that after you I gained--
without your disloyalty, I would still be chained.

-Belle Rose

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