Thank You (2008) Edited (2012)

Thank You

Thank you for making me think I was a waste of space.

Thank you for creating the monsters I had to face.

Thank you for making me frown, and unbearable pain.

Thank you for making these scars and these clouds full of rain.

Thank you for drowning my confidence, my hope, my heart.

Thank you for telling that lie, "we will not fall apart."

Thank you for disregarding my endless list of doubts.

Thank you for not listening to my poetic shouts.

Thank you for chaining me to depression and fears.

Thank you for never wiping away my warm tears.

Thank you for the real friends, that after you I gained--

without your disloyalty, I would still be chained.

-Belle Rose

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Photo from: AuthenticGrowth.com Words talked over, my voice inside my head Eyes controlled me, my skin burned, cut, and dead Anxiety, told me the biggest lies Notebook pages, soaked up all my loud cries Every mistake, piled up on my chest Heart beat, fast pace, impossible to rest The attention, self-esteem took hold of It hurts to unwrap, what a gift is self-love.

Ink

I'm only writing because I have an urge. And all of these feelings, I will have to submerge. From the guilt after, telling someone my pain. The embarrassment, of my my borderline brain. The insecure lies, my anxiety finds. The weak side of me, reattached to their minds. When I'm all alone, those caring voices sink Today I'll save me, It's better done in ink. -Belle Rose

2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

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