Dear 11 (2009)

Dear 11

The one that made me smile,

is now opening my wounds.

You won't let me heal.

I'm getting weaker,

You are cutting deeper.

Everything that we had,

Friendship and Trust.

But you're the reason why all of my tears are falling now.

It hurts.

I need you to be my friend.

I need you in my life.

I'm sorry for bothering you,

I'm sorry for being glued to your side all the time,

and I'm sorry for being jealous.

I want you,

but I don't need you...

Unfortunately,

I'm Needy.

-Belle Rose

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2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

Emotionally unintelligent, unsympathetic and cruel. Self destructive, dangerous monster, definition of a fool. Unstable, insecure, and child-like, full of unbearable traits. An untreatable virus, infection, Bitch, holding you down like weights. Defensive, insane and manipulative, distorting reality. Selfish, conversations unproductive, immature, too care-free. I made a mistake, now I am immoral, fist down, I learned not to fight. I'm an asshole, a terrible person, don't fret, you are, again, right. -Belle Rose

Alone

Alone This has happened before, fighting on my own. Self-hatred and sadness, thin marks, and bruised bone. The urges still haunt me, I see red and relief The pain still controls me, that old friend, a thief. Stealing my sanity, my strength, my progress My brush needs a canvas ,I'll gently caress I have missed you, master, the love you have shown. Convincing and charming, making me feel alone. Belle Rose

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