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Reminder


Reminder
One more tear, then I promise I will forget...
I could wait forever,
for this tear to fall.

This is a promise that I cannot keep...
I am sorry for keeping this memory of
pain, jealously, and sadness.


The thought that created this tear is advising me to never let go.
Why should this tear leave my eyes?
Maybe I want to hold on to this tear...
Is that okay?

Please forgive me,
This tear  is a reminder.
It protects me from getting hurt again.

-Belle Rose

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