Reminder

One more tear, then I promise I will forget...

I could wait forever,

for this tear to fall.

This is a promise that I cannot keep...

I am sorry for keeping this memory of

pain, jealously, and sadness.

The thought that created this tear is advising me to never let go.

Why should this tear leave my eyes?

Maybe I want to hold on to this tear...

Is that okay?

Please forgive me,

This tear is a reminder.

It protects me from getting hurt again.

-Belle Rose

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2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

Emotionally unintelligent, unsympathetic and cruel. Self destructive, dangerous monster, definition of a fool. Unstable, insecure, and child-like, full of unbearable traits. An untreatable virus, infection, Bitch, holding you down like weights. Defensive, insane and manipulative, distorting reality. Selfish, conversations unproductive, immature, too care-free. I made a mistake, now I am immoral, fist down, I learned not to fight. I'm an asshole, a terrible person, don't fret, you are, again, right. -Belle Rose

Alone

Alone This has happened before, fighting on my own. Self-hatred and sadness, thin marks, and bruised bone. The urges still haunt me, I see red and relief The pain still controls me, that old friend, a thief. Stealing my sanity, my strength, my progress My brush needs a canvas ,I'll gently caress I have missed you, master, the love you have shown. Convincing and charming, making me feel alone. Belle Rose

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