Selfish

Please turn away,

I can handle this on my own.

I do not want you to understand.

I am selfish,

scared,

and tired of you trying.

Do you want me to tell you the reasons?

Do you want me to tell you the truth?

I do not want to make you feel pain,

or guilt.

I'm protecting you

from sleepless nights,

miserable secrets,

honest answers.

Do not try to understand.

Secrets are kept for a reason...

I promise I will not speak,

my thoughts belong to me.

-Belle Rose

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2009-2010

"You tore me apart, just look at my scars. Your clouds and hatred covered my bright stars." -Belle Rose

Emotionally unintelligent, unsympathetic and cruel. Self destructive, dangerous monster, definition of a fool. Unstable, insecure, and child-like, full of unbearable traits. An untreatable virus, infection, Bitch, holding you down like weights. Defensive, insane and manipulative, distorting reality. Selfish, conversations unproductive, immature, too care-free. I made a mistake, now I am immoral, fist down, I learned not to fight. I'm an asshole, a terrible person, don't fret, you are, again, right. -Belle Rose

Alone

Alone This has happened before, fighting on my own. Self-hatred and sadness, thin marks, and bruised bone. The urges still haunt me, I see red and relief The pain still controls me, that old friend, a thief. Stealing my sanity, my strength, my progress My brush needs a canvas ,I'll gently caress I have missed you, master, the love you have shown. Convincing and charming, making me feel alone. Belle Rose

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