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Key
Meaningful,it never defined reality
Trust, I never knew the meaning
Dream, I always had nightmares
Honesty, lead me to depression
Confidence, I never grabbed it
Happiness, I was full of regrets
Beauty, unrealized, unbelievable
Patience, I was not worth the time
Courage, I was afraid to speak
Real, I had no faith
Comfortable, I was afraid to lose it all.

Everything,
I found it behind that adventurous door.
The one I was afraid to open.
It was always locked.

I had the wrong key...

-Belle Rose 

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