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Every day


Every day
Confidence?
What is that?
I thought I knew.

Reality?
Is that what kills it?
My confidence is dead.

Friends?
Do they create confidence?
I only have a few.

Heroes?
Do they save my confidence?
I still need to be rescued.

Love?
Does that take away the pain?
Only when I'm not alone.

Depression?
Does it get worse?
Every day...

- Belle Rose

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