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Remember when...


  • Remember when we told each other everything
  • Remember when I was not afraid to talk to you
  • Remember when you asked me, and only me, to hang out
  • Remember when you stood up for me
  • Remember when you gave me a hug and told me "It's okay, You're my favorite"
  • Remember when I did not know if that was a dream or reality
  • Remember when you saw me cry
  • Remember when you always chose me first
  • Remember when you laughed with me
  • Remember when you told me your secrets
  • Remember when no one knew about your secrets, because I kept them to myself
  • Remember when I was excited to see you
  • Remember when I called you my best friend
  • Remember when I stood up for you 
  • Remember when you became friends with someone who always talked bad about you behind your back
  • Remember when I chose to stay with you, when everyone left you
  • Remember when you encouraged me to write
  • Remember when I just wanted your attention
  • Remember when I "lied" about being depressed
  • Remember when I said that I could not live without you
  • Remember when I was not kidding about what I said
  • Remember when you asked me if I was okay
  • Remember when I lied to you and said that I was fine
  • Remember when I told you that I wanted to end my life
  • Remember when I was too embarrassed to show you my scars 
  • Remember when you cared if I was going to be there
  • Remember when you gave me confidence
  • Remember when you helped me become a stronger person
  • Remember when you said that our friendship faded
  • Remember when I cried myself to sleep that night
  • Remember when I accepted the fact that I lost you
  • Remember the last day that you called me your friend
  • Remember when you pretended to be my friend......
-Belle Rose

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